I'm not sure what to say. Keep having the helpless sickening sinking feeling these days. A sort of .... resigned ... feeling. Don't have much words to describe it.
I don't know why but I feel a little sad today. I feel jaded, tired and ... flawed.
At 10:24 a.m.,
dear haagendazs,
Not sure what I can do for you but to pray for you. You have to try all you can to get out of it. I don't know how people do it, but I guess everyone has a different way of dealing with depression. Try crying and pouring out to our Father. He knows all things. Medidate on His words.
"My soul is weary with sorrow; strenghten me according to your word." (Psalm 119:28)
I know exactly how you feel.